1:34 thereabouts

This is me pretending to clean my room. This is me realizing my fascination with writing, art, and queer identity testimonials. I'm listening to Nick Drake's alt.country track, wishing I had my remote. PILES. EVERYWHERE. California in... 3 days? 2 days? Wellesley in... fewer (than before). I'm looking up at my MOMA posters when Pink Moon begins. I think I like car commercials. "Who was your first girlfriend?""You were"Things you know about should always be fictional. Things you know nothing about should be autobiographical. That doesn't change facts.Black. Eyed Dog.Gene Robertson got the vote for bishop. I remember playing JENGA with Gene and Mark when I was 6 years old at their house in Concord (or near it... unless Concord is very forest-y.. I remember the house as being surrounded by trees. Very Oakton, Great Falls..) I remember sleeping in Gene's daughter's room..the little sticker stars that glowed in the dark. I tried to stay awake until the stars faded out. Lofty ambition for a first grader. 7th grade..buying 5 stars in Old Towne and balancing with L on my trundle bed sticking them on my ceiling. I took them down...junior year? Sophomore year?I like taking pictures of people's rooms. Haven't done that enough. Gregg Araki does some of that in Nowhere. This room is really only mine for another 12 days, since I'll be in CA for 10 days. Maybe it's less than 12 days. I don't want to throw this stuff away.. (cont later